packs trip #20

[pack]

the hospitol furnishes me a ride home . i arrive at my doorstep about1:30 walk in , go to the fridge and drink about a quart of cold water...ahhhh! i walk to the shower and jump in..i stand under the shower for about 20 minutes. i feel numb im not thinking of anything im just standing there. in my very own bed i go, the second my head hits the pillow im out!

i sleep until 12:00 noon (10 hours). as i wake up and sit on the edge of the bed i say to myself..." wow! what a very weird dream ", hmmmmm whats this bruise on my a--ahhh  lower back?  the end!

[buzzy]

... in response to packs trip #20, posted by pack on Aug 21, 2001

Pack you don't seem to be asking for advice regarding anything thru out your story.  But rather you're sharing a very personal and informative experience with us and at the same time you seem to be experiencing a CATHARSIS in the process.  You must get a big spark when things are going good with L. Every guy locks onto a particular kind of lady.   So it's your life, your money, your time. You don't need us to tell you how to spend it.  Unless you ask of course.  Then we'll give you an earful.  Hey thanks for the story.  Good luck.

[pack]

... in response to Re: packs trip #20, posted by buzzy on Aug 21, 2001

well i just assumed everyone would start giving advice once i had finished.

by all means please everyone.... i am open for ADVICE,QUESTIONS,COMMENTS...WHATEVER...FIREAWAY im all ears!

[genode]

... in response to packs trip #20, posted by pack on Aug 21, 2001

Thank God you are still here and doing better!  Now, for just a little humor.  I'm going to show my age (or lack thereof compared to others) and share the opening line of a hard rock song I listened to in high school...here goes.

"SHOT THROUGH THE HEART, AND YOU'RE TO BLAME DARLING YOU GIVE LOVE A BAD NAME!"  --vintage Bon Jovi

Glad you're doing better, Pack.  Peace

[pack]

... in response to keep us posted on your health!!, posted by genode on Aug 21, 2001

thanks , yea great song, late 80's wasnt it?

[Pete E]

... in response to packs trip #20, posted by pack on Aug 21, 2001

Pack,
Thanks for posting your story.I think you can probably see what was happening with L if you are honest with yourself.I would say forget her.You would have had a much better and probably much more productive trip if you had forgot her before.There are alot of women in Cali who would be happy to have you and would treat you well,but you didn't meet them because you were hung up on L.
The heart attack thing is scary.I hope you are OK.Its a warning sign you need to heed.Question,do you smoke?All the young heart attacks I know of involved smoking.Actually if you do smoke you could quit and that should solve the problem,otherwise you have to look at other lifestye issues.
Thanks again.I wouldn't go back to Cali untill you decide to forget L.Cali is a great place but if you can't leave her alone I would go somewhere else.

Pete

[pack]

... in response to Re: packs trip #20,the end as in last po..., posted by Pete E on Aug 21, 2001

thanks pete, you are probably right on all accounts. i have alot of things to think about and decide. first things first...i have to get this heart thing taken care of.

[H2-Oh]

... in response to packs trip #20, posted by pack on Aug 21, 2001

I thought you had just got your phone bill for the month.....when I get my phone bill it always gives me chest pains.LOL Good story!

H2-Oh

[pack]

... in response to Re: packs trip #20, posted by H2-Oh on Aug 21, 2001

yea i get chest pains for that too..hehee!