its wednesday im leaving cali in less that 48 hours, where has the time gone? for some reason im feeling kinda tired...i mean more tired than usual and i seem to be getting short of breath when i walk up and down the small hill to Ricardos place boy i guess all this none stop life is catching up to me. i decide im just gonna take it easy today , lay around the pool and kick back.
i call L to see if i can see her later tonight ...she has to work but says i can come over tomorrow my last day in cali around 3:30, o k sounds good. theres a call for me its A, A wants to come over today i tell her im occupied she says how about tomorrow , o k come over about 8:00 pm , o k settled.
i do a little packing , relax in the lounge area and talk with mr x and Ricardo and everyone else that walks by.mr x has been talking to a cutie most of the afternoon , they seem to be getting along good.
about 4:00 something strange happens the door opens and in walks A, hi what are you doing here? shes looking around suspiciously. oh my god shes spying on me. because i told her i was occupied she assunes im with another woman...shes actually checking up on me, are these women possesive or what? ! this bothers me , i mean i just met the girl maybe 40 hours ago and here she is keeping tabs on me...sheeesh!
we are visiting with mr x and his date when something else comes up thats a little strange , A finds two pictures of me that Ricardo had taken for his books , she grabs them and holds them to her chest and says these are for me not for other chicas to see. well ahh sure why not ..i mean i dont really care if im in a book or not. then i say to her o k i get your photos to take with me right? she smiles , oh no i need to have those here at the agency. what? ! you dont want mine in a book but you want yours in the books? do i see some little red flags starting to come over the horizon?
its pushing evening and mr x lady suggest we all go out to the burger corral a few blocks away. we go have some pretty darn good burgers and shakes. mrx girl catches a cab from the corral to her home , A and i go back to the agency for about an hour then shes gone for home. i go to bed fairly early im feeling very tired and to be honest a little depressed im just not happy with the way things are going .
about thirty something hours left in cali.
