its pushin 7:00 i have about 9 hours left in cali. cali-vet and i walk back to the apt. we say our goodbyes and i catch a cab back to Ricardos. i call A she says she'll be over in an hour. while im waiting mr x and Ricardo and i talk sip cola.
A shows up and for the next two hours we talk and kid around alittle.i give her a hard time about the photo thing she says o k you can have the photos of me. we share our conversation on and off with mr x and Ricardo and all the other traffic goin through the agency.about 10:00 A has to leave i walk her out to the cab and a kiss goodbye.
for the next two hours Ricardo mr x and myself sit out on the balcony enjoying the night air and talking about everything from sports to women to whatever. about 12:00 everyone goes to their rooms , i finish up last minute packing and get to bed about 1:00.
it seems as though i just layed down when off goes the alarm. time seems to be moving really fast now the taxi arrives and Ricardo walks me to the door and im off to the airport.i am very surpised how fast the line moves its usually slow.as im waiting to board i see a absolutely beautiful woman in line ( my god do they grow these on trees here or what). we board and believe it or not the plane actually leaves on time.
miami a slight delay ( 45 min.) no big deal. dallas oh boy here we go again( whats with this airport) 2 hour delay. finally we are up at 39000 feet and i'll be home in about one hour.
im doing alot of thinking as we fly . im thinking about L and her boy and A and cali and all the old friends i ran into there, and the good things i experienced and the not very good things i experienced. i feel good yet i feel not so good, i feel as though i wasted 17 days yet im glad i went. i wonder if i should ever go back to cali again yet im planning my next trip in my head. mixed feelings about it all, a little sadness and a little happiness. im tired and im confused and all i really want to do right now is get home , take a cool shower and go to bed.
ahhh we're almost there, think i'll just lean back in my chair and take a little 20 minute nap... ahhhhh yeah.
ouch..whats that! dam that hurts! there it is again! my chest !!!
