Kid in candy store feelings..
Ever open up a popular site, such as AFA, and look at 100 profiles, and think none really fit. Then you stop yourself, and say "what am I doing?" Any of these ladies, if I saw them in my city today, I would follow for blocks!
Out of 100, none seem compelling. And yet, they all seem wonderful, in a relative sense. I think I might find a wife the way I pick stocks. I'll take a dart, throw it at my computer, and go marry the girl that the dart has hit.
) Get this misery over with.
Of course, when she meets me, she might "dart" out the door. 