been a while since my last post...
i've been struggling to keep sumthing tht wasn't rili there for me from the start. i thought im good/smart enuf to get things work, but no, i failed. i knew bad things gonna happen, but i juz keep on denying it... so many clues, so many hints, but all i do is closed my eyes, refused to accept it becoz im too afraid to let go whatever i hold in my hand...
deep inside i do regret it, but when i look at it the other way round, it is one experience tht had taught me a lot and one of it is to be more careful when i made a decision. whatever happen, part of it is my fault (maybe all of it) and i have to swallow the consequences no matter how good or bad it is...
but hey, im okay... im always okay. i admit it is hard and it hurts badly but rite now, im ready to move on... im a happy person previously and now i came back as a happy person juz like before.
and thank u for having me here...
regards,
Dinda
